Long time, Yeah I know...

I know it have been a very long time sense the last time I posted and it all comes down to be way to busy with life and a little bit of being lazy in there...LOL!! So I guess I can back track to March. Wow it has been a LONG time.

In March as you all probably know I went to Florida to visit the family. I was super fun to see everyone.

It was my Dad's b-day and we had 2 party's for him. One was on his b-day 3/25/10 and the other one was later in the week and we had a awesome dinner!! So GOOD!!!

On the 2nd day of my trip we went to Disney World. So much FUN!! Here are some pictures.

Then the other days was just hanging out at home with the loved ones!! I had a super great time!!

Then it was April and I have to say nothing really happened, just a lot of working and hanging out with Melvin!

So that brings us to May! On May 5, 2010 was our (Melvin and Me) Anniversary! Guess how long I have been with this guy 7 years!!! Crazy right. Anyway I him very much. Sadly to say we both had to work and have not been able to celebrate yet, but I will be updating when we do!! Melvin got me one of the best preasents I could have asked for!! A 2 weeks trip to FL to see the Family!!!! Oh, I can't wait YAY Melvin!!

New Hair Cut...

New Blog...

Love cooking and baking, love trying new recipes and sharing good food with family and friends? Then you are going to love Jessica, Susie, Jeanna, Kathy and Stacy's upcoming blog.

I had an idea and that idea was to make a blog just about food, but the big kicker is that it is not just my blog it will also be my cousins Jessica and Susie. Also my mom Kathy and my sister Jeanna. The reason I have come up with this idea is because we all LOVE cooking and baking and why not share the good food with loved ones?

We are going to be cooking and baking and sharing. Sounds like fun huh? Yeah, I know. We will cook or bake something post the recipe and a photo or two and share what we thought about the recipe and if it is a keeper.

I am so excited and and can't wait to get the blog going. We are working out the fine details of the blog and then I will put it all together!!!

Kids...

This crazy 4 year old came home from school today and told his mom (my sister Jeanna) that he almost kissed a girl named Skyler today at school because he loves her. How cute is that? I live this little boy and his two brothers!

So Happy & Can't Wait...

Okay I know I just posted like 4 hours ago but I have the best news...

I AM GOING TO FL TO VISIT MY FAMILY!!!

I have missed them so much. I go the end of this month. I have been wanting to see them for the longest time it is really hard for me to be so far way from them all the time. And my adorable, loving and caring fiance decide to buy me a ticket to go see them and at the best time because on March 25th it is my dad's birthday!!

Queen Mary...

Friday 5th was Melvin's and my anniversary (not that big year one just a month one.) so we went on a double date with some friends to a concert. It was super fun. It was on the Queen Mary down in Long Beach and there was eight stages for at least 100 bands to play. The bands played about 4 or 5 songs then the next band would play and you just walked around the hole time and watched them play or danced or whatever you want. There were no known bands there just a bunch of unknowns but some of them were really good! The genre of the music was all kinds: goth, puck, heavy metal, reggae and was even one hip hop band there. Melvin know one of the guys play in a band that is how he heard about it and got the tickets. I have a lot of fun, but the next day I was way tired, we didn't end up getting home until 3 in the morning. I didn't end up taking ant picture and I'm a little bummed about that now but oh well.

Barns and Noble...

I went to Barns and Noble (one of my favorite stores) the other day and was look at some books that had some quotes and i thought I would share them with you! I really love quotes.

1. What would you attempt to do

if you knew you could not fail?

2. Shoot for the moon. Even if you

miss, you'll land among the stars

3. Life is not measured by the number

of breaths we take, but by the number

of moments that take our breath away.

4. Be the change you wish you see in the

world.

5. Dance as though no one is watching you.

Love as though you have never been

hurt before.

Sing as though no on can hear you.

Live as thought heaven is on earth.

Those are just a few that I really liked.

A Rose...

Melvin came home last night and ha single red rose for or no reason!! Just because he loves me!! It was really sweet and made me feel all warm and fuzzy...hehehe. No, really it was really sweet of him. I love him so much. So I took some pics hope you like them!!

So Cute...

My sister called me yesterday and told the funniest and cutest thing ever. On January 6, 2010 it was my nephew Dominic's birthday and I had sent him a birthday card. The card had all the super hero's on it when the we little kids. She told me that he likes the card so much he takes it everywhere with him. She also said that the kids were going to stay the night at my mom and dads house and he when packing, he packed the card. I thought it was the cutest thing ever. It has been like a month and he still takes it everywhere

Going Nowhere...

Do you ever feel like nothing is going on in your life. Or you stuck in one place a route if you will. Like you just need something to change or you need to make a change. I really want to make a change in my life. To make something of it. I had a talk with my brother Tim, he has recently joined the Army and in July is going to be deployed for the first time. He really got me thinking about what I need to do and to give myself a big kick in the butt and get my life going. I mean really I am 23 and have nothing to show for those 23 years...and that just really make me think what have I been doing with my life and I have come up with the answer...NOTHING!

So I know I am late on the year thing but I think it is time to make a change.

I want to go to school, to church, maybe take in art class or painting class. Do something that will really make me feel like my life is not just a black whole taking up space. I have been so focused on trying to loss weight for my wedding and working that I have just lost track of doing something that means something! I do have to say that I am very happy about how much weight I have lost. 20 pounds. I can honestly say that I am making a life style change in working out and what I eat. And that is great, it was big leap for me to actually do it the HEALTHY way.

But even with that big change I have done, I still feel empty.

I have a great family that I love with all my heart. I could not have ask for better people in my life to support me and push me to be a better person. They give tough love a hole new meaning. And I don't think I really stop and think about that enough or tell them thanks and that I love them. It just really, really, really sucks to be so far away form them.

And I have a wonderful man in my life that I can always count on and talk to about anything. I am so thankful to have him in my life. I thank him for everything he dose for me and the love he shows me.

So to get back on track I really think it is time for a big change in my life, the next chapter that starts a new book in my life.