Barns and Noble...

I went to Barns and Noble (one of my favorite stores) the other day and was look at some books that had some quotes and i thought I would share them with you! I really love quotes.

1. What would you attempt to do

if you knew you could not fail?

2. Shoot for the moon. Even if you

miss, you'll land among the stars

3. Life is not measured by the number

of breaths we take, but by the number

of moments that take our breath away.

4. Be the change you wish you see in the

world.

5. Dance as though no one is watching you.

Love as though you have never been

hurt before.

Sing as though no on can hear you.

Live as thought heaven is on earth.

Those are just a few that I really liked.

A Rose...

Melvin came home last night and ha single red rose for or no reason!! Just because he loves me!! It was really sweet and made me feel all warm and fuzzy...hehehe. No, really it was really sweet of him. I love him so much. So I took some pics hope you like them!!

So Cute...

My sister called me yesterday and told the funniest and cutest thing ever. On January 6, 2010 it was my nephew Dominic's birthday and I had sent him a birthday card. The card had all the super hero's on it when the we little kids. She told me that he likes the card so much he takes it everywhere with him. She also said that the kids were going to stay the night at my mom and dads house and he when packing, he packed the card. I thought it was the cutest thing ever. It has been like a month and he still takes it everywhere

Going Nowhere...

Do you ever feel like nothing is going on in your life. Or you stuck in one place a route if you will. Like you just need something to change or you need to make a change. I really want to make a change in my life. To make something of it. I had a talk with my brother Tim, he has recently joined the Army and in July is going to be deployed for the first time. He really got me thinking about what I need to do and to give myself a big kick in the butt and get my life going. I mean really I am 23 and have nothing to show for those 23 years...and that just really make me think what have I been doing with my life and I have come up with the answer...NOTHING!

So I know I am late on the year thing but I think it is time to make a change.

I want to go to school, to church, maybe take in art class or painting class. Do something that will really make me feel like my life is not just a black whole taking up space. I have been so focused on trying to loss weight for my wedding and working that I have just lost track of doing something that means something! I do have to say that I am very happy about how much weight I have lost. 20 pounds. I can honestly say that I am making a life style change in working out and what I eat. And that is great, it was big leap for me to actually do it the HEALTHY way.

But even with that big change I have done, I still feel empty.

I have a great family that I love with all my heart. I could not have ask for better people in my life to support me and push me to be a better person. They give tough love a hole new meaning. And I don't think I really stop and think about that enough or tell them thanks and that I love them. It just really, really, really sucks to be so far away form them.

And I have a wonderful man in my life that I can always count on and talk to about anything. I am so thankful to have him in my life. I thank him for everything he dose for me and the love he shows me.

So to get back on track I really think it is time for a big change in my life, the next chapter that starts a new book in my life.